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| Thursday, May 5th, 2005 | | 10:07 pm |
MEMETASTIC!
 | You scored as Materialist. Materialism stresses the essence of fundamental particles. Everything that exists is purely physical matter and there is no special force that holds life together. You believe that anything can be explained by breaking it up into its pieces. i.e. the big picture can be understood by its smaller elements.
Materialist | | 88% | Cultural Creative | | 81% | Existentialist | | 81% | Modernist | | 75% | Idealist | | 69% | Postmodernist | | 63% | Fundamentalist | | 50% | Romanticist | | 31% | </td>
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| | Saturday, December 18th, 2004 | | 10:09 am |
| | 10:05 am |
I like memes.
1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 123. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions. 5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what's actually next to you. "I think they also wanted a military man without a diplomatic outlook here." This is amusing, because I already had the book open to that page as that's where I'd stopped reading it last night. | | Friday, December 3rd, 2004 | | 7:12 pm |
| | Monday, July 19th, 2004 | | 8:04 am |
| | Monday, June 14th, 2004 | | 8:48 pm |
| | Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 | | 4:27 am |
Bwahaha.
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From Go-Quiz.com Current Mood:  hungryCurrent Music: Cat Stevens - Wild World | | Monday, February 16th, 2004 | | 7:55 pm |
Tomatoes and moral quandries
So! Today, so far, I have: --Spent three hours watching my girlfriend perform a fourty-second Terry Gilliam impression. --Had a stranger attempt to convert me to Christianity in the middle of a diner. --Played a super nintendo game that's far too old. I do believe today is looking to be surreal. Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: Billy Joel - Angry Young Man | | Friday, February 6th, 2004 | | 2:29 am |
Hmm. Dreams are wierd. And I've been having quite a few lately. Like the one I had during my nap today. I started out playing/being in this old SNES soccer game I used to play a lot... ... a lot of my dreams are like that. I'm sort of a specific character, but I'm also sort of playing it. It's like, I'm that character, but from the perspective of what one sees on the screen... and *only* the screen, no background or TV/monitor edge or anything. So anyway. Started out in this soccer game... then it went a bit more RPGish. I was walking around on a badly-interfaced world map (I was having severe difficulties with the interface. In the dream. Ugh.) to find places I could recruit/create new players for my team, 'cause good stats are vital. Then I found a place with some... but the dream/game had a wierd name for them, which I can't remember now. It was something definite, which was, possibly, but not definitely at all, 'Nippur'. Then I finally got the shitty mappish interface to go AWAY, and ... ..it was Azure Dreams. Like, not completely, and you could walk in and out of the dungeon thing, but it *was* that wierd-ass dungeon. And there were three of the monsters in it and yeah. So odd. In other news, I have resolved to not let my happiness depend on the fickle whims and moods of people. Others especially, but also myself. I refuse to be unhappy. I declare this to be so, and will not allow it to be otherwise! :| And my MUSH is coming along so very very nicely. If anyone wants a copy of the source code, contact me. I'll like ... give it away. Current Mood:  determinedCurrent Music: DJ Mystic - Send me an Angel | | Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 | | 11:05 pm |
Meh... my life's going into a lull lately. I go to school, sleepwalk through classes where nobody's paying attention because everyone's focused on the probable upcoming teacher strike and the possibility the semester may not matter, come home and do a bit of half-assed work on the code for my MUSH, maybe, if I'm very lucky, find out that someone on the MUD I play is in the mood for a bit of RP... but that's been dying lately, and I know why. And I spend about three hours a week with my GF, and all of those are lunch. On the weekend, I'm just too non-functional and sleepy, and she's got work and schoolwork and so much else. And I'm doing my homework at the last minute, *again*, even though I know I can't afford to... but I can't focus on it. I can't focus on anything except RP, and even that, only if it's in a MUD. But 'tabletop' RP on IRC is all the rage among my friends lately, and I just can't get into it. It's neat and all, but I don't get as *involved*. I don't care about my characters, and I can't pay as much attention. And the situation on the MUD's made worse by the fact that one of the major players has almost dropped off the face of the internet... she's on, *most nights*, at maybe 3 AM, maybe 5 AM, and stays around until, sometimes, 8 AM... ...but she won't talk anymore. She spends that time almost entirely on LJ, occasionally pasting a URL to channel before going back out of window... if by some fluke, I manage to get her involved in a conversation on IRC, she responds maybe once every ten minutes, sometimes much longer... It sucks. All my friends are impossible to talk to anymore. Either because I'm braindead or not here when they're here, or because they never pay attention to IRC... and I can't get back into MUD RP, because when I want to RP with someone, they usually don't want to... and if they do RP, they wind up taking forever to pose, and seem to be actively seeking to permanently disengage their characters from mine, so as not to have to RP with me in the future... ... sigh. And of course I only post here because I'm bored and angsty. I hate that, but... meh. I need to rant, and maybe it'll accomplish something, and even if it doesn't... well, the people I'm ranting about have exposed themselves to it, so it's their own fault. 'snot like I push this on people. ... or like this will stop people from being annoyed at me for ranting. Meh. Current Mood:  blah | | Monday, January 26th, 2004 | | 9:07 pm |
I haven't posed in forever. So I suppose it's time for a meme. ( Memetastic! :D )Heh... funny to see what places I've been. Although I suppose the only ones that *really* count are the three not in the giant clump, PA, Mass, VA, and NJ. Huh. Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: A bunch of stuff by the Mars Volta | | Thursday, January 1st, 2004 | | 2:41 am |
Iiii haven't written anything in like forever. Happy new years. And just so that this is more than two lines, I'm just going to mention I've been having a bunch of cool dreams lately. Whee! :D Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: Simon & Garfunkel - The Sound of Silence | | Thursday, October 9th, 2003 | | 5:50 pm |
"Sum up your opinion or impression of me in one word, leave it as a comment in this posting, and then post this sentence in your own journal." ^-- Meme is go! Yes, yes I am a little meme-monkey. Oh well. | | Monday, September 29th, 2003 | | 9:50 pm |
Memetastic! And babbly
( Memes! )So. This Friday, Prodigy and Scrollreader are going to be stopping by for a night on their way to Florida. For those who don't know, this is because Prodigy got kicked out of Canada. She's leaving the first, will be here Friday, not sure when she'll be at Florida. And since she, as far as I know, won't be /online/ until then unless she borrows one of the boxen here ... meh. I wish I had ANY idea at all when she'll arrive. Well, other than that it's going to be Friday. I really do. I mean, I'll be fine either way, but it's one of those things that'd be nice to know, y'know? Yeah. So. I'm rambly. Woo. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Aqua - Cartoon Heroes | | Saturday, September 20th, 2003 | | 1:49 am |
Hee hee hee. | The Potion Maker |
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Isn't that SO IMPROBABLE? Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Garbage - Cup of Coffee | | Tuesday, August 26th, 2003 | | 3:47 pm |
Because I'm horrendously silly.
Y'see, I could angst right now. I've got stuff to angst about, but it'd *be* angst, and not exactly justified, since, well, it could be so much worse. So instead! ( SITCOMS! )... And that's quite enough of the silliness. As for the following mood, at the moment, take it quite literally. Current Mood:  crappy | | Saturday, July 26th, 2003 | | 5:12 pm |
ROAR.
Current Mood:  tiredCurrent Music: Garbage - #1 Crush | | Wednesday, July 9th, 2003 | | 8:19 pm |
FEAR ME. rar.
 You are a claymore! Large sharp, double-edged, your very name means great. If you have one weakness it is that you're heavy and cumbersome. What kind of sword are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Runrig - Big Songs of Hope and Cheer (don't ask) | | Tuesday, July 8th, 2003 | | 2:53 pm |
So, as I'm about to go update my journal, I see a friend bitch about angsting. Now, as you're going to see, this fails to help my mood. But ugh. I fucking hate my stepdad. If you're reading this, this is almost certainly not news. I think he's got multiple personalities or something like Alzheimers. This is new. He tells me one minute I can, in his OWN FUCKING WORDS "never be good enough", and then denies saying that two minutes later. Then, another minute or two after that? He says it AGAIN. Then promptly denies it. Then tells me that if I don't get a job, he's cutting off 'funds'. I say "Yes, you have the power to kill me by denying me food, and there's nothing I can do about it.". He fails to respond, and I walk off. Then, when I come back downstairs to my room, he comes in about five-ten minutes afterwards, in order to tell me I misinterpreted what he said. Then I say "Funds includes anything that costs money." and he says "Like car insurance, tuition, and" and then was going to continue when I said "And food." and he says "Yes.". HE FUCKING SAYS YES. HE SAYS HE WILL FUCKING NOT LET ME HAVE GODDAMN FOOD IF I CANNOT GET A JOB. Not if I do not. But if I cannot. Because, you see, it's NOT a question of desire, not when I'm filling out applications to everywhere within an hour's drive, it's a question of ABILITY to get one. Because when places have signs, and tell me THE FIRST TIME I STEP IN THERE that no, they're not hiring any more, they just filled the position today, there's a problem. And that problem is that there's too fucking much unemployment and I CANNOT get hired. Period. No matter what. And my stepdad is going to starve me because of this. He's also going to prevent me from being able to continue my education, thus preventing me from ever getting a skilled job, which is the only sort that's likely to be available anytime soon. I am going to cheer at his funeral. I do not care what anyone else thinks, I do not care what they do, I am going to fucking cheer at his funeral, because that means I'll finally be rid of him. Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Runrig - Big Songs of Hope and Cheer | | Thursday, June 26th, 2003 | | 10:21 pm |
I am an emotional see-saw. ... at the moment, that's not a bad thing! ^_^ Current Mood: happy |
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